Dear God, do You want me to be the one to initially set up Heaven's website? As You know, I am still a student just learning the fundamentals of web design, and I'm not sure I'm qualified to take on such a glorious (no pun intended) project. I feel a little nervous that I may not yet know enough to do a decent job, and yet both Gloria and I want the website to be done ASAP. You know how much I would love to do it. I don't want to rush into it. I want to wait until I am able to give it my full attention, so I can do a good job. I know I will have more time to work on this during winter break from school.
At the same time I don't want Heaven to wait for me! If You would rather a professional do it, I understand, dear God. I think Gloria would like to know, too. The important thing to me is that Your website is put up by someone who cares deeply about Heaven. I don't mind stepping aside for a more qualified person.
Would You please clarify this for us, dear God?
My dear beautiful Annette. Yes, of course, I want you to do My web page. I chose you to do it. I choose you to do it. I confirm My choice.
Why do you hesitate? I am an easy taskmaster. I am not a taskmaster at all.
I do not ask for the most beautiful web page in the world from you. I ask for a web page. And I ask for it now.
You delay from your sense of perfection and inadequacy to produce perfection. You are already perfect in My eyes. You are perfect except for your dallying.
I tell My children not to wait for things. The day is now. In your dalliance you reach your hand out to the clouds of the future, as if you are incomplete. Reach within.
It is important that you start now because then you will have started. Otherwise, you hover in indecision. You leave yourself choices, dear Annette, when you have none. There is no way out for you.
When you work on the web page, it is activated. When you do not work on it, it has been put to sleep.
If you want a web page, start now. It is not a big thing. It is a little thing. Get it in place. Get the words down. Everything can be changed. But nothing can be changed when it is in stasis.
Have fun with this. It is not a serious project. It is a simple exercise in playing with consciousness. It is like finger painting. You do not look for perfection. You look for joy. You are taking My words and My breath and molding them from clay. You are playing with blocks. You pile one block on top of another. You compose music. You play with the notes and you arrange and let them have a life of their own.
No more questions. No more hesitation. Be happy with the gifts I have given you.
Do not think that someone else knows better than you how to evolve Heaven's web page. I did not choose them. I chose you.