HEAVEN ARCHIVES

Heavenpetals

A Time of Deep Renewal

Heavenpetal 4 March 3, 2000

Joyce to God:

Dear God, I have not written. I am bored. I am anxious.

God to Joyce:

Let go, again I say release, accept the now; nothing "has to happen", it will happen in its time. Nothing you can do or not do changes this one iota. This is a quiet spell, the wellspring is gurgling, enjoy the bubbles.

Joyce:

Then what do I do with all this energy I have?

God:

The energy can be used to keep well. What are you doing creatively? This is on 'hold' while you lose your energy to unnecessary stuff. Why take this on?

Joyce:

No one else will.

God:

Leave it.

Joyce:

May I ask? Should I travel? Should I find a new home?

God:

Sidestep the issues. What is the core? Happiness with me. The wellspring. This is the time of deep renewal. Healing.

Joyce:

How is the hunger satisfied?

God:

Cast Me not away. Do you really wish to wrestle?

Joyce:

I do it all the time. If I stay in my heart will this wrestling be less?

God:

You have trouble doing that. I bring the heart and mind together. Lean not to your own understanding. Peace I will give to you.

Joyce:

What is going on here, what is this desire?

God:

Do you wish companionship? Give thought to this!

Joyce:

Yes I will. Let's begin to talk of this. Amen.