Dear God,
Q. How can I get on a more regular schedule of writing to you?
A. (No answer)
Q. I Love You!
A. (Big Smile)
Q. I want to be with you.
A. You are.
Q. I want to be in your presence more of the time.
A. OK.
Q. How do I let go of my resistance?
A. Ask me for help.
Q. Help me.
A. Here I am, come inside… (I perceive inside myself a place of light and warmth and softly vibrating yet very powerful energy—it beckons to me, and I move toward it and am drawn into it—surrounded by it as it becomes larger and larger. I am suspended in that space, free (relatively) from resistance and worry).
Q. This is a sweet place.
A. Because I am here.
Q. It's beautiful, how do I stabilize this?
A. Let go.
Q. What do I do when it goes away?
A. Come back.
Q. I am with You now.
A. Yes.
Q. I feel like I am with You to some degree always.
A. Most of the time.
Q. What pulls me out?
A. Fear.
Q. How do I conquer fear?
A. (Experience of a flaring up of energy and light) Burn it in my fire!
Q. What to say now?
A. Anything you want.
Q. How do I help my son?
A. Love him!
Q. I do!
A. He knows it.
Q. Anything more I can do [for him]?
A. It is not for you.
Q. Is he getting all he needs from me.
A. Yes.
Q. What about my daughter?
A. She is your sweetheart.
Q. What can I do for her?
A. Smile to her with your heart.
Q. Am I with You now?
A. Almost.
Q. Take me back, fill me.
A. (Experience of the light filling me and of coming back to the original experience of a calm serene place—not exactly the same but having an effect in the same direction).
Q. What can I do for my health?
A. This.
Q. Will You be with me as I act?
A. If you wish.
Q. I wish, but I am afraid.
A. I know.
Q. I am afraid of losing myself.
A. Your self cannot be lost.
Q. This thing that I am calling myself, is it me?
A. Partly.
Q. What is me?
A. That (indicating the spark of light that I have been perceiving within).
Q. What is my body?
A. A poor excuse.
Q. Why do I have it?
A. To learn.
Q. Why does the body help me learn?
A. It experiences consequences.
Q. Doesn't the soul experience consequences?
A. Not in the same way.
Q. Can you explain more?
A. The soul is the vessel of the Holy Spirit.
Q. That spark, [that I perceived within] is it the Holy Spirit?
A. A glimmer of It.
Q. I want to experience the fullness of it.
A. (A rush of powerful energy and light—I stop it)
Q. I guess I have to get more serious about this.
A. Quite the contrary. Seriousness is the control of the mind and does not have the desired result.